How I Feel !?

Omg Omg Omg I have to control my self :'(

Pls Pls dun let the feelings come back

this is so not goooddd...

What am I gonna do !~ Besides torturing my

own self ...I cant control my self....

Crying is all i can do...!

Is so unconfortable ...what am I gonna do !?~

I dunno what too do.....

Cant share so much with others ,dun wanna

cause any problem ....

I really really dunno what can i do.......

I did my best to hide it all behide..

what else can i do .....

I bare it a long time all ready I can't take it any longer ..

I really hope this does not hurt but it does

I i took so much of it all by my self

this is a torture....which i can't fix or do anything

about it...!~

It really does hurt alot...

Can't Control My Self !!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Facebook Addict !

Omg is not that i want to be one...i got

nothing better to do....

Omg Facebook Addict !!~~

Gahhhhhhhhh!!!@@

Plus big Eye bag !!~~~

Glad She Is Back :) Thank you Lord..

Quite Busy nowadays...I hope my mom get well soon.

She went for a Operation about 1 day ago

operate her stomach ...got fibriot :(

I Pray that she will heal faster,buy with God's Healing..

I'm sure she would... ^^

I still remember the look on her face went she

came back to the bed faster the operation

that just bring tears to my eyes....

because she is in pain :S

I also hope there is no side effect ...on any part of

her wound and body ...!!~besides that..

I hope her pain will faster go away..so that she

no need to feel so much pain any more...

Oh and i wanna wish thank you to my aunty...

for taking care of my mom too...

staying over at the hospital..must be really tired..

sleep only for 4 hours...^^ so thanks :)

I am really tired to sleep over at my aunty's house

for two nights...why tired !?~ Well my cousin

wants me to play with her...dance with her..and watch tv

even ,ask me eat with her untill 12 and more ...

I'm like drain off...plus in the middle of the night..

guess what !???~ -.-"

My cousin dreaming i guess talking suddenly...

I woke up like a few times...untill kenot tahan

call out her name and say sleep properly..

maybe jsut normal dreams hehe.....

anyways I home my mom continue to heal faster ... :)

Thank you Lord that the surgery went well...

I pray you will continue to heal her...

and be with as she rest here at home :)

Amen !!!

P.s- I love u Mom and you to lord hehe ^^

I still will Follow you ...

Lord , No matter how many times i fall or

why I fall and do stupid things...

I'm sorry I really really Sorry Of what i done..

I may fall once ..twice or more..

But I know i have to get back up and come back to you..

I still will praise you ....wordship u no matter what..

nothing is gonna go in my way and stop me

from going closer to you and be your child ......

no one can destroy our relationship between you and me...

you understand me most.....u hav given me so much..

No matter what i go thru you are always there for me

no matter what !~ you hold me in your arms...

I felt the safety of ur arms...went my tears fall ...you there..

to let me cry on your shoulders and to take care of me..

Went i'm sick you always Heal me ..went i call for u ...

I can't fall asleep at night your there beside me..

to keep me company...I need some one to talk too..

you are there to listen ...I need you and you are always there..

I thannk you for the things you have done in my life...

I will always be your child ....I love you alot....

I'm Healed

Aheemm !~~ was sick last few days...OMG!~

such a torture man ...coughing away

Fluuuuu ...plus fever thats sucks alottt....

I miss out youth and church ...

Sorryyy I din goooo!!~ :(

Anyways after this few days i'm getting better

Healing quite fast thank you Lord

for the Healing ,if not i'll be half dead

Now left my cough still around

Always Midnight the cough attack me...

makes me cough so annoying ...i dun wanna wake anyone

you know i cough so loud ... @_@

Anyways ..nothing to doo only edditing my photos ..

upload it ....comment on stuff ....

Such a boring sec,minute,hour,day ,week,month year !!!!!

Lols...gonna start my course next year...

Haiz...meanwhile stuck at home rest all year

thank you i can rest to much lord but soon I want to get out there

and start do do what i should do ....

Dun wanna waste anymore time...time is really important !!!``

signing of now nothing else to talk about ....

Besides boredom ,Boredom and BOREDOM .....lolxxx

forgive me ...hahehehe

♥ Sean Michael Afable ♥